ok, here’ sthe update and it affirms what I’ve always heard–make yourself accountable to someone else and you’re more likely to do it–
I knew I had to report my progress today, and I wanted to be able to honestly say that I’d started writing. I DID! I was so afraid of that damned blank page but I did it. I thought, “what difference does it make? I can throw it away later–”
So I started writing at 9:30 last night after the little one was in bed and looked up at what I thought I was a few minutes later. Nope–an hour had passed. I was totally in the zone. I wrote 3 pages, and I felt so excited! I’m off. The actual writing has finally begun. The blank-page fear has passed (for now!)
You all know what I mean?